Smoke'N'Pride 4.0

I was late for my class today…
It may be weird, but that class was supposed to be my high-point of the day.
Its a math class, 3 straight hours of math, trig today, and I still consider it the high-point.

In a few hours I'll have to go off to work.
That would be my low point.. an 8 hours long low point.

The teacher didn't let me in, said I was too late (7 mins) so I can't come in.
I was in shock.
Went to the offices, there they said its ok, he decides, and if it bothers him theres nothing they can do about it. Doesn't matter that I'm paying for it, doesn't matter I was late because of the traffic jam at the schools entrance,
doesn't matter that we're not in high school anymore and some of us have to schedule ourselves around work to get there.

I went home.
So now I sit here, shocked, pissed off, on the verge of a nervous breakdown as far as I'm concerned.
All because of those 7 minutes..
Because of those 7 minutes I have time to dwell on how much I can't handle doing my job anymore,
because I don't care anymore, and after almost a week of not being there I have no idea how Id get through another shift.
Because of those 7 minutes now I have extra 3 hours of reading the news, which does not help…
Our ex-scum-rapist-lying-president is now going to France, all costs paid by tax payers of course.
Normal people are not allowed to leave the country, but not him. He is special.
Disgrace.
Instead of locking him behind bars we are giving him a vacation.

Another old helpless lady was attacked by someone who thought he could get her money.
He walked out with 300 shekels. Such a big man.
Our prime minister still does not care about all the old people in this country,
all the holocaust survivors who cant buy food for themselves, or medication..
they have to choose.
Along with those still hangs the threat of shutting down our internet,
I see it that way and no one would convince me otherwise. Censorship over the internet is the stupidest idea
Ive ever heard, and all under the excuse of protecting the children.
I wonder - do they need parents for anything anymore?
A parent who does not educate his children or does not care what they do,
and with the awful excuse of "I don't know anything about computers" (And that is bullshit. My mom can't deal with comps
and it didn't stop here from sitting next to me when I was 14 for ex. and just look at me chatting… See who I talk to, what I talk about..Its called caring.)
Now days parents seem to think that the education of their children is the job of everyone else but them - then it is easy
to blame everyone else when your child grows up to be stupid, or worse. Its the television, internet, music..
How lucky we are that the ministry of communications is ruled by religious people whos never been on the internet,
don't know how to use it, and find it oh so easy to use "the protection of our children" as an excuse to block it.
Now some people say it’s Ok, but we'll just wait and see how step by step more and more information will be blocked,
how about BREAST Cancer info for a start? Then GAY sites, then maybe sites that publish opinions opposite to them..
tsk tsk.. can't have it. Next block everything on Saturdays.. It is our holly day.. Isn't it?
It is a very dangerous thing to leave that kind of control to a government office,
so open to manipulation (Because we all know how honest politicians are..)…so useless.

This place is getting more and more unbearable by the second (Haven't read the news in 10 minutes,
I'm sure that if I do I'll find something new..) , Education has become a dirty word, so has welfare, kindness…
Worst of all - Freedom.
Our impotent prime minister sickens me, I would say he only talks and does nothing,
but that man can hardly even talk without falling down. Lame.
But again, who is to blame? We are still, as they say, a democracy..
Just like in my previous post.. It’s us.
All those people up there are there because of us, the quality of the "Human material" in the population is
what you see in its representatives.
Makes you wanna cry.

I think I'm done for now, cuz it can just go on and on.
Worst of all - it would lead nowhere.
Thats how it is, until a new generation is up there we are all screwed and left to hope for the best.

Prayers anyone?

Yeah I know it not Sunday…
But my Sunday ain't gonna be slow at all… It' s gonna be shit long
So no more of you stupid questions.

עד כאן.
אבל באמת, זה מה שקורה. יש מה להגיד, לא חסר..
יש גם המון חומר על הכל, וכשיש הרבה מה להגיד, והרבה עם מה לגבות את זה
תשמעו, זה לוקח זמן.

יש איזה עסק משונה או מסריח שנעשה פה, שנראה שהוציא לחופשי מוריד (אם לא אנס) סדרתי, מוזר
מאד, איך ממקרה עם ראיות והוכחות הגענו למקרה עם השערות והתחמקויות.. עוד כמה שנים יעשו על זה סרט.
למרות שעוד כמה שנים לך תדע מה יהיה פה, ואז כבר יעשו בטח סרט על זה, והוא יעשה בחו"ל (כי כאן תהיה מדינת
הלכה, או פשוט חד וחלק - איראנים), ושוב נושא הראשון יידחק לו החוצה בלחישה, או במלים אחרות סצנה 73.

זה גם קצת מבלבל אני חייבת לציין, והרבה מכעיס.
יש כמה חבר'ה שרוצים לסגור לנו את האינטרנט, אחרי שהחליטו שביטול יום שלם בשבוע זה לא מספיק.
והתירוצים שלהם? מזעזע. הכל בהמשך, אחרי הפרסומות…

Nah I'm just kidding, as I said before, its gonna come when I finish it…!
Trying to be serious here people!!!

I do love it.. sitting like this in front of my computer. It’s the middle of the night, almost morning for some people… 4:32.
I'm not even close to being tired and guess what?
I have to wake up in 2 hours for a long long day from which I'll be back only at 22:00 tomorrow evening.

The horror…

I always have so much to say at these hours, so much I never do it, cuz its too much for me to even start organizing a way you might understand.
I just enjoy the peace, I smoke my joint preferably (Oh dark times, dry times..), and I let all thats in my mind run free..

So what now? What do you want to know?
I'm pissed off about most subjects I can think of now, and the others… well theres nothing wrong with them, they're just nice and calm.. reflections of all sorts.
Its fun too sometimes.

Ah well, I'll just say goodnight for now then, and leave you to it.
In the morning (soon enough!) everything will look better, brighter, and the only thing my mind will go back to being - How the hell do I get away from work today

Good night, and good morning

This would be my peace of mind..
Theres something about this language that makes me cool down
Maybe because all day long I read the news, Hebrew words piss me off on a daily basis
Well then it figures.

כל הזין.
מה לעשות שחדשות זה בעברית
אפילו שפה במדינה בכלל מדברים רוסית..

תסלחו לי, כן, אבל מבחינתי אם אתה גר במדינה - אתה דובר את שפת המדינה.
זה לא קשור לסובלנות
זה לא קשור לגזענות.
יש תקופה מסויימת שמקובל שלא תדבר כמו שצריך. יש אנשים זקנים שאני לא מצפה מהם ללמוד שפה חדשה.

לא מקובל עלי בשום פנים ואופן שאנשים צעירים, לא מפגרים, שנמצאים כאן כמה שנים טובות לא ידברו עברית.
לא מקובל עלי שבן אדם שגר בארץ כל החיים שלו ידבר רק ערבית. לא עברית, לא אנגלית - ערבית.
אולי לא "לא מקובל" אבל זו חוצפה ממדרגה ראשונה.
אני לא מבינה למה צריך להיות שירות טלפוני בחמש שפות.
יש מדינה? יש לה שפה רשמית? יופי.
נוסיף לזה שפה בינלאומית אחת, וזהו.

עוד מעט יהיה שירות גם בתאי, או פיליפינית, למה לא? גם מהם יש הרבה עכשיו.
אבל מה? התאילנדים והפיליפינים יודעים גם אנגלית וגם עברית יותר טוב מהרוסים והערבים אצלנו!

המדינה הזו היא מדינה של כפויי טובה, מושחתים, אנשים שחיים בהרגשה שמגיע להם הכל, ולא רק זה -
שמשהו שמגיע להם נלקח ברגע זה ממש - כמעט בכל רגע נתון.
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