Smoke'N'Pride 4.0

Its usually at night that I find myself here..
Its the most quiet time indeed, more important - its a time when there are'nt many people
out there left to play with.. servers are empty, no one to kill.

so then I find myself sitting, infront of my comp (not now ofcourse since the bitch is dead but in general) wondering around places to find something interesting to get me through the next couple of hours.

Also at night for some reason my thoughts come in English… am I on US time..?!

Hehee.. I guess I shouldve said ahead - it mostly happens when I dont smoke.

No smoke = No sleep (or 4 hours of trying to falling asleep) for Lem

If Lem isnt stoned Lem is Hyperactive,

which isnt too healthy if you have people around you that REALLY want to sleep

Either that or I do have a smoke, but I had a day off and slept most of it
That, sadly, is not the case!!

So I sit here at night, wonder around as I said.. mostly reading lots of useless shit
til theres a light out and i go pretend to sleep for an hour
And I look for something interesting to do, read, think
but what I find time after time are people. People I didnt think I would.
interesting people

I dont talk to them - come on you know me better. I Feeeeel them out there
I know Im here, and I feel all those people that are now connected.
Logged in souls..
Trying to connect ( קצת קיטש לפנים) in this world
To get their mails, to read their news, find love (Ew ew ew), kill people, write…
Sometimes I can actually feel a person, really feel them.
And thats the thing I love the most

This post has no point, in case you were wondering
Just some thoughts.
Goodnight, to all of you out there

והנה עוד משהו חמוד, כרגיל המבחנונים הקטנים האלה באדיבות דולב

והרי התוצאות…!

My score on The Song of Ice and Fire House Test:

House Lannister

(72% Dominant, 45% Extroverted, 54% Trustworthy)

Confident. Dangerous. Unrelentingly sexy. The master of all you survey, you are of House Lannister.

You are a dominant personality—and how! When someone asks “and who are you, the proud lord said, that I should bow so low?” your response is probably, “FUCK YOU! I’m a fucking LANNISTER, that’s who the HELL I am!” And then you’d pimp-slap them with your golden hand. All joking aside, you view leadership as your natural, god-given right; it is a trait, just like your golden curling hair and irresistible sex appeal. It’s who you are—a Lannister.

You are introverted, meaning that you prefer to keep your ambitions and devices to yourself. Unfortunately, your personality is so vivacious that (despite all your intended secrecies) you are still a very obvious person. Though no one knows what avenues you will travel, your destination is clear to all. And of course, yours is a road to greatness! You have a magnetic, polarizing personality: people either love you or hate you. They also probably find you exceedingly intimidating. Their fear is probably well-placed.

Finally, you are trustworthy. Does this surprise you? Remember your unofficial motto: “A Lannister always pays his debts.” Though you enjoy keeping secrets and playing games, everyone knows you are a major player. Underhanded tactics are so expected from you that they don’t particularly count as untrustworthyness—it’s more of a family legacy than a choice. Your promise is as good as the gold that you shit.

Representative characters include: Tyrion Lannister, Jaime Lannister, and Tywin Lannister

Similar Houses: Greyjoy, Stark, and Targaryen

Opposite House: Tyrell

When playing the game of thrones, you play it balls to the wall.

Link: The Song of Ice and Fire House Test
(OkCupid Free Online Dating)

*הערה: הטקסט לא ייושר לשמאל מכיוון שלאחר חצי שעה של ריב עם הקוד המזורגג הזה נשברתי.
יש דברים שהוא מוכן לעשות, ויש דברים שלא כלכך - אז ככה זה ישאר.

** And in English: The text brought to you here is not aligned to the left for the simple reason that after a half an hour fight I have given up and decided this is the best its gonna get (Yeah, it looked worse) so Ha!

Suddenly theres no picture anymore, only a question mark, no link - nothing.
I had to know this day would come, we were indeed "in touch" for too long..

See I have a friend, an actual friend not i-never-met-her-but-she’s-my-friend type of friend.. a real life
dutch friend that goes away every now and then.
She doesn't want to go, or at least thats what she says
But sometimes he makes her. Sometimes he gets upset.
Last I heard even seeing my name was enough (see, he thought I ruined his life).
First no gaming, then ban the MSN, not this not that… cuz he is the man.
And as long as the man is - god bless him - around, the little wife
must not make a sound (easy to say when you weigh 300 pounds).

But maybe its not me.. I hope it’s not me, or anyone else, I hope its over.
Maybe this time she did have enough and just wanted to go, I dont know.
I just hope she’s ok, and all is good.
I hope theres no hiding, hope theres no running away, hope no-one is hitting anyone,
hope the kids are ok.
I hope she'll pop up again in a month or so, or maybe even come and play a little,
so I can say hello.