Smoke'N'Pride 4.0

..ואני פה ממלאה שאלונים…

כאילו אתמול לא היה אחד הימים הכי הכי הכי הכי הכי הכי חרא בחיים שלי, לא..
אתמול, קצת אחרי שעה 14:00 , שזה בצורה מפתיעה ממש קצת אחרי שהגעתי הביתה מיום עבודה מציק,
אתמול פתאום התהפך לי העולם.מחיים שמחים ומאושרים, משהו לחזור אליו הביתה, וכמובן בית הגעתי למצב שבו אני יושבת בבית שלי, יום אחרי,
אכולת חרטות למרות שלא צריכה, אכולת כעס למרות שלא בריא
מרגישה כלכך כלואה, אבל באמת שלא הכי רוצה ללכת לאנשהו
וכלכך מפחדת משום מה.

רק רוצה שיהיה טוב שוב.

הפעם האחרונה שצחקתי
כל יום.. אתמול לא כלכך, אבל חוץ מזה כל יום
הפעם האחרונה שנפגעתי
אתמול
הפעם האחרונה שבכיתי
לפני חודשיים
הבנאדם האחרון שהתקשר אלי
אחת נבלה משירות לקוחות של משהו ב 7:08 בבוקר.
אנשים שצריך לשרוף…
הדבר האחרון שחכיתי לו הכי הרבה
קצת שקט
הפעם האחרונה שהתאכזבתי
אתמול
הפעם האחרונה שפגעתי
אתמול גם, סביר להניח… היה יום פורה.
הפעם האחרונה שכעסתי
אוהו, אתמול
השיר האחרון ששמעתי
אריק ברמן - המתוקות האחרונות
הפעם האחרונה שהופתעתי
לא זוכרת
הדבר האחרון שאכלתי
סרטים

מרפי, מכירים..?

למי שלא מכיר - תקלה
תכירו, ועכשיו

מרפי איש חמוד.
מרפי גרם לזה שעד שאני נכנסת לפה, וכותבת, ועוד משהו עם כזו כותרת…
שלוש פעמים התרסק לי הדפדפן…!
אה, החוצפה..

אז זהו, לא יהיה פוסט, שברנו את הכלים
נמאס לי לריב עם כל העולם
אז אני אריב עם ערימה של אנשים שאני לא מכירה..!

…חכם..?

I saw this Ultimate Lesbian Survey in Livejournal and I had so much fun answering it that I wanted to post in here
Lucky you..

** אזהרה לכל הנוגעים בדבר - פוסט יחסית ארוך, ובאנגלית - תתמודדו **

1. Are you sure of your sexual orientation? Or are you confused?:
Pretty damn sure..

2. Are you open with your sexuality? Or is it a secret?:
Pretty open.. If someone asks I'll answer it, or I say things like "me and my gf..",
but wont go to people saying "hey, I'm gay" (nice rhyme though)

3. Who was the 1st person you told that you're a lesbian?:
Ummm don't really remember "coming out" to anyone..Squaredevil was the first I talked to about those feelings,
then my best friend Marti, but I really didn't feel any need to specially inform anyone of that.

4. Is your hair short, medium, or long?:
Long

5. Would you ever shave your head?:
Nah.. Thought about it back when I had short hair, I know it would fit, but the growing-it-back part is going to look awful
- so no.

6. Do you own anything with the Gay Rainbow on it?:
Ooh well after this last Pride Parade I own a cool pride tie, and a flag.. I think thats it..

7. Do you consider yourself a Stud, Androgynous, or Femme?:
Well Im not that girlie.. Not that butch either.. Does Tomboy count?

8. What type of females are you most attracted to?:
Mmmm I love them strong, I love seeing the power in their eyes.. The eyes would usually be blue, light colored hair at most. Must have toned body, even if theres some fat on it I can see if you have some muscles under there or not, and the body shape of a person who works out.. mmm to drool.. She wouldnt be a Femme, more of a Tomboy like moi.
I used to define all of that as "Ice Bitch"

9. What FAMOUS Lesbian is your favorite?:
Katherine Moening

10. Do you like watching The L Word?:
I do, but they get worse as the seasons go by..

11. What is your favorite lesbian movie?:
Dont think Ive seen one which is that good yet..

12. Do you have any Pride tattoo’s?, if not, would you ever get one?:
No pride tattoos, just a regular one, tribal, and if I get more tattoos they would probably be along that line.
No pride tattoos for me

13. Do you go to Gay/Lesbian clubs?:
Sure, if I go out I usually go to something like that. Ofcourse I go out once a month or 2 (pathetic) so I dont know if that counts.

14. Would you ever be a Drag King? (If you're not already):
lol I can try.. I look good in a tie

15. What name would you go by if you did do Drag?:
Lem the mighty…?

16. Have you ever been mistaken for a Male?:
Hehe when I was a kid I was mistaken for a boy… but it’s been a really really long time since I was last mistaken for one

17. Would you ever have a sex change to become a Male?:
Thought about it, but love being a woman too much. Besides, all those hot lesbians wont like me if Im a male, so what have I accomplished?

18. How do you feel about Homophobia?:
Same as I feel about stupidity

19. How do you feel about Gays/Lesbians having children?:
No different than I feel about heterosexual parents having children. If you'll love them, if you can provide for them, if you feel you can make them happy - go for it.

20. If it were legal, would you marry another Female?:
Sure. Setting aside what I think about marriage in general - of course I would.

21. What FAMOUS lesbian singer do you like the most?
Sarah Bettens ( K’s Choice)

22. Have you ever attended a Gay Pride Festival?:
Every year, even before I knew I was gay.

23. Do you wear make-up?:
Nonono

24. Do you carry a wallet?, or a purse?:
Nope.. I either have my backpack for school\work, or I take my c.c and my driver license from my wallet and put them in my pocket. Hate carrying around stuff, thats what pockets are for

25. Do you wear Male clothes?:
Hehe just give them to me. If you have it in my size I'll take it! Give me baseball shirts, ties, jackets, suites, always loved them. I actually hate womens clothing (atleast the version of it here - pink fluffy yucky things)

26. Do you prefer wearing cologne instead of perfume?:
No real preference – whatever smells good. I go with perfume mostly but thats because Male perfumes (yeah cologne cologne) don't smell that good on me.. I'm left with sniffing them from whoever comes around

27. Do you have several piercings & tattoo’s?:
Used to have 6 piercings, now none, and one tattoo - hopefully more to come

28. Do you have a crush on a female celebrity, if so, who?:
Eh not really.. Maybe the mom from Heroes (Strong Icy blond - just the way I like em), and Jennifer Connely

29. How did your parents handle you telling them about your orientation?:
They didn't care much, they are good that way. My mom smiled and my dad didn't really say much about it. They're totally fine with it.

30. Do you have more Gay/Lesbian/Bi friends than you do Straight friends?:
Nope. Got about the same amount (and thats only cuz more and more "straight" friends of mine find out they're gay in the last few years)

31. Have you ever been gay bashed?:
Nope

32. Did anyone stop having contact with you after you came out of the closet?:
Hell No

33. What is your favorite gay/lesbian quote?:
“What do you call a lesbian with long fingernails?…SINGLE”

34. Do you believe you were born a lesbian?:
Yes and no. I believe we are all a combination of nature and nurture and it’s hard to break it down
and determine which parts of ourselves come from which element.

35. Are you proud? Or ashamed of your sexuality?:
Very proud.